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selamat hari raya idul fitri

dear friends and families, on this holy day, please forgive my mistakes
may Allah bless us all
amiiin!!

The Invisible movie

I just saw the invisible movie... first thing i notice the minute i saw this is... THE SOUNDTRACK!! whoa... it wasn't gonna be soundtrack of the year, but dude! listen and be amazed.

Here's the track list i got from the net:

1. "Music for a Nurse" by Oceansize
2. "Fashionably Uninvited" by Mellowdrone
3. "Wolf Like Me" by TV on the Radio
4. "Under Pressure" by Kill Hannah
5. "Bliss" by Syntax
6. "Open Your Eyes" by Snow Patrol
7. "Body Urge" by The Great Fiction
8. "Taking Back Control" by Sparta
9. "02-20 Boy" by Suicide Sports Club
10. "Stars & Sons" by Broken Social Scene
11. "Weak and Powerless" by A Perfect Circle
12. "Caterwaul" by ...And You Will Know Us by the Trail of Dead
13. "I Will Follow You into the Dark" by Death Cab for Cutie
14. "Perfect Memory" by Remy Zero
15. "You're All I Have" by Snow Patrol

The story? hummm.. it's kinda' predictable cause' there's a lot of obvious emotion goin on'. that sad ending makes me wanna puke haha

How to reset your Warcraft 3 version

Okay, a month ago I want to play Warcraft III's DotA online using battle net indogamers server. I've got my ID registered and ready to play. A week before that, I just patched my Warcraft III version to 1.21 using blizzard's official patch files.

The problem is, when I've logged on the server and click on custom game, there was no game listed there. I was confused and asking people like a madman (doh). It seems that the server uses a 1.20a patch version. I've lost my Warcraft III Installer CDs so I can't install a new one. When I looking for a way to 'downgrade', I found these resources that can make my game into a standard one (ver 1 i guess).

I don't support hacking or pirated version of any software or games, so the links i've posted here was all i got from surfing the net. I won't be held responsible for any damage to your computer or software. Okay, here's what i got from the net

1. How to update patch without reinstalling Warcraft III
2. Patching and downgrading resource from e4zone
3. Blizzard's old patch files (ftp)

There you go, I don't have time to explain right now, so just read. Comment me if you have any trouble. I haven't finished downloading the 1.20a patch, so I still don't know if it will work to play online with indogamer's server

lily-livered talk like a pirate day

innalillahiwainnailaihirojiuun...
today be a 'ery sad sad day
last nite, me uncle be gone fore'er
i be very very love me uncle, i be feelin' lily-livered ri'ht now
he's the one who's always care 'bout me health
yarr... enough of this pirates talks..

i remembered all nice gifts he used to bring me since i was a child. i even still had this little red robot he got me. whenever i got sick[and that's a lot], he came and treat me as if i have to go to er. when i got a broken arm, he took care of me as if i was his own son
and many years after, he's still concerns about my health and or my hand even though i had recovered[mainly].

all my uncles and aunts were doctors, but he is the only one i kept close at heart. he left this world so soon yet his oldest son has just getting married. i'm happy he dies on ramadhan , but felt so sad that he's gone forever. tears apart piece by piece .. it's not fair...

fasting with massive dehidration, first day thoughts

There’s always something about first thing about anything, whether it’s good or bad. My first day fasting turns out to be a massive dehydrated day ever since I was on a security group training. I was sick alright, but I never get too sick for anything.. [aah big head comin’ through]. Nauseous and dizziness felt with all the joy of ramadhan .. All I can say to myself was.. I’m strong; no need to get a doctor; no need for chemical drugs pumped into my precious stomach; no need to exaggerate this now. I’ve been sick since the day I was born. I’ve been known as the sickest boy on my family, but yet I can still manage to get up and do all the things I love. Great things about being sick is.. I remember all good things that Allah gave me for the last 25 years of my life. “ALHAMDULILAH ya Allah”. With that sentence I also want to ask You to forgive me. I don’t often said or think about that. I felt so dirty just to think about that ONLY when I [feel] sick. Come to think again.. I’m NOT strong, I NEED a doctor, I NEED a doctor’s prescription and I HAVE to exaggerate this to my mom who’s always pushing me to see a doctor. Even though this is not what I have in mind about starting Ramadhan, Allah knows it all, Allah knows what I want, Allah knows what’s best for me. I just hope my mind can open wide enough to realize that before I get wrapped on kafan cloth and buried to face His wrath. Subhanallah.. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not being negative, this is me talking to myself in a way nobody can comprehend. The truth is, I never felt so alive until I heard Maghrib Adzan on the first day of Ramadhan. How about your first day?